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harnessing my waves again
i never skipped a class before
embarrassment from walking in
i can't do nothing anymore
when is the best me, when is he coming?
where is the best me? cuz only the best men win
the addict eats my brain and feasts
upon my skin, upon my teeth
the radiance is draining from
the heart and smile of my mom
i wanna stop this, i wanna begin
what the hell is best for me?
everything is everything
but someday soon it will not be
i worked for shit minimum wage
enclosed are the remains of me
i worked for them to please my folks
now things ain't what they used to be
how will i get back? when will i get on track?
how will i get back? how will i fend off...
the addict eats my brain and feasts
upon my skin, upon my teeth
the radiance is draining from
the heart and smile of my mom
i wanna stop this, i wanna begin
what the hell is best for me?
everything is everything
but someday soon it will not be
but someday soon it will not be
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Quiet Nights
03:04
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factories made of paper
burned down in my dreams
people being so nice
when I'm awake they're mean
I only wanna get new dreams
of doing what I used to,
doing what I used to do
want nothing but my youth forever
like a god, I'm floating
see myself, no mirror
wondering where the time went
no pain, no job, no fear
I only wanna get new dreams
of doing what I used to,
doing what I used to do
want nothing but my youth
isn't that dreaming how I used to,
dreaming how I used to dream?
I want to be a teen, forever
now I only get,
now I only get quiet nights
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westward vibrations brought me here
i see her give the show her all
while i break my neck
her smooth skin's glistening
i see the stage lights shine on her
i made up shit, the real me came after it
most things i said were true, were true
take care of me
we just met but i need you
advance is so slow now, slowed down, slowed down
our worlds are venn diagrams
the subwoofer is inside of my feet
she is like no one that i've seen
it is shallow inside of my psyche
the loneliness was behind me, reaching
great talk
she's finished with my brain
i tend to feel so drained, deranged
our vines won't grow
i let them fall apart
for years i can't maintain some flow
the vibes are gone
so i'll be moving on
for her this happens all the time
the status stays this stagnant constantly
the loneliness reaching behind me
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Colors
04:18
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i had a dream you drove me to LA
i guarantee I'm with you all the way
i think it's sweet that you'll drive me around someday
when we're old I could never have enough
awakening in those early hours
to your face, baby that's what I'm all about
didn't see it coming, the goddess whom I'll worship
all through life would be here all this time
and while it seems dark you're still here with me tonight
it's rough how it starts, but the colors are so very bright
when you're far away you stay right here in my heart, alright
when we get out of bed your presence will bless my sight
your knowledge brings me all of the talks I crave
and your touch turns me on as well as insane
just your love has ridden me of all forms of pain
it's no game, it's not something we play
when you laugh it sets ablaze the room
even when people have trouble understanding you
you don't care and that never makes me blue
here's the truth, you're the one I never want to lose
and while it seems dark you're still here with me tonight
it's rough how it starts, but the prospects are so very bright
shawty I'd do the same because you're inside my heart, alright, always
the shit I never say, I'd like for you to hear one day
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pull her out of the shelf and dust her off
she was someone else, the way she talked
the book warms my heart over again
we ate out of the school in midday suns
dancing like fools, dancing for fun
euphoria still overwhelms me
some magnets that were pulled apart
some younger, dumber counterparts
some convos taking time to start
come ova, every night you call me
every night i call
both your hands move across my body
baby don't you know where this leads all over again?
it's you i chose
dance like fools alone in your room
take off your clothes
oceans had fell from the sky
remember the day?
saw love in my eyes
we kissed in the rain
the moment feels so very thin
since then i never took time to know someone
the schemes i devised were thought and done
i still regret everything
some magnets that were pulled apart
attraction will never change
some younger, dumber counterparts
i tell you that i have changed
some convos taking time to start
we talk to each other the same
oceans had fell from the sky
remember the day?
saw love in my eyes
we kissed in the rain
the moment feels so very thin
we ate out of the school in midday suns
dancing like fools, dancing for fun
euphoria still overwhelms me
come ova, every night you call me
every night i call
both your hands move across my body
baby don't you know where this leads all over again?
it's you i chose
dance like fools alone in your room
take off your clothes
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Pangit
05:08
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bordering on love sick
is the very place i lived
all my neighbors were pretty
they have since moved away
ah they never loved me
if they could it would be ugly
girl it feels so warm within your arms
protect me from harm
if the word gets out that i've been around
it'll all fall apart after making it this far
she will not have found
she will realize
what lies behind these eyes
what hides behind this lie
i dwell on phases i regret
wishing things were different
i was such a piece of shit
something like subhuman
my passion tore apart my pride
i did anything to feel alive
where two people should feel complete
were empty bodies and freezing sheets
ever since i've known you
i have always loved you, for you
does it feel warm within my arms?
lemme shield you from harm
now that the word is out, that i've been around
so swift it'll fall apart after making it this far
hope that she will find
hope she will realize
what lies behind these eyes
what hides behind this lie
all the things i do
all the things i do
all the things i do i do for you
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Pls Like and Subscribe
02:59
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i want you to click these links for the rest of your life
please like and subscribe right now (right now!)
deny that you're wasting time
the sustenance of late nights
our content's worth about as much as the best cigarette
you get what you get baby (baby!)
this tar can corrode your brain
how will you communicate?
it's time to learn how to walk and talk again my old friend
catch up with the leading trends right now (right now!)
this world is no prison
become a real person through your device
we can lead you to where you want to be
this is a new reality
i can lead you to where you want to be
no memory
journey to your phone whenever you feel alone
open it (open it!)
and there you will sit
that's pretty much it
end of story
it has led me to where i want to be
this is the true reality
it has led me to where i want to be
no memory
i journey to my phone whenever i feel alone
i open it (open it!)
usually i sit
i'm fucked (i'm fucked!)
i'm fixed (i'm fixed!)
i fit (i fit!)
inside this world
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Since You Left
03:35
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my back is stretched and spotted
with scars from you
i almost had forgotten nights between your thighs
nights between your thighs
the laughter fades to silence
your tears are gone
i choked on mucus violently
my pillowcase, i soaked my pillowcase
i'm tired, and fat, and lonely
i pine for you
i binge on food and Netflix
please come to my room
please come over soon
since you left i've been living
since you left i've been fine
since you left i've been pigging
you could say that it's aight
you could say i've had time
the salt and vinegar is trapped in my hands
it took a while now i don't try to understand
try to understand
the pieces separating
are we over it?
this is a puzzle that would stump enthusiasts
stump enthusiasts
since you left i've been living
since you left i've been fine
since you left i've been pigging
you could say that it's aight
you could say i've had time
my back is stretched and spotted
with scars from you
i almost had forgotten years of wasted life
years of wasted life
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i'm a failure, i'm a fraud
to be everything you deserved
was all i truly wanted from myself
and when you hear this
don't think that we should be back
together
i knew that this wouldn't last
forever
it felt like we were whole but we
we were never really meant to be
just take a couple months you'll see
i have unrest socially
when everyone's gone i despair
cuz i got no one who is there
for me anymore
but i still have no doubts
that you and me were both in love
if only we could talk about
what we could've done, what we wanted from, and what was
don't think that we should be back
together
i knew that this wouldn't last
forever
it felt like we were whole but we
we were never really meant to be
just take a couple months and you'll see
oh the moon is my salvation
i'm getting the fuck out of here
blasting off to the space station
don't need another to drive or steer
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10. |
Zombie
05:11
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yesterday you were so sweet
it set you apart
because girls that i had been with
all had sour hearts
how do you lose control?
does everything turn red
every time you do this it tears me to shreds
that part of me is dead
zombie, our love is just a zombie
eat me, our love is just feasting on me
zombie, our love is just a zombie
feasting on me
the first year in "forever"
passed before my eyes
i may have been a passive actor
until our painful demise
were we a thing then?
or were we something more?
no doubt our time was borrowed
no doubt we were nothing more
though your soul's liquid now in my mind you're still the same
every day was so beautiful when i spent it with you
our memories were not the only things that mattered
our future is what i was looking forward to
when i'm with you, laid next to you
i did not know you had it in you
i did not know you had it in you
when i was with you, when i was with you
when i was with you, when i was with you
i felt so alive, like all this shit would pass over
but now i'm dead, ah now it's dead
where's the zombie's head?
it's been beheaded
oh yes it's done, oh yes it's done, oh yes it's done
oh yes it's done, oh yes it's done, our years to come
zombie, our love is just a zombie
eat me, our love is just feasting on me
zombie, our love is just a zombie
feasting on me
how could this be? how could this be the end?
i swear how could this be? i swear it was gonna be you and me in the end
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Mi Soledad
03:54
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my soledad there isn't one
who can woo her
she seeks nothing, no ownership
of another
we lack in grace, no memorable face
in her favor
my love rejects the thought of giving
up everything
She carries me in my stories
The ones where she ends up with me
it's not sad to feel nothing
towards me, dear
just live in a harmony
with no one near
if I offered her something
it would look like a debt to be paid
she don't have to fret at all
some leaves, some greens, tangible things
have all grown stale
our love was self destructive and chaotic
she could not tell, when or where he came from
my love welcomes the thought of giving up
She buries me in my stories
the ones where she's away
it's not sad to feel nothing
towards me, dear
just live in a harmony
with someone else is near
it's not sad to feel nothing
towards me, dear
a new companion waits
the true love tier
I'll offer her something
so it seems like I'm through with pettiness
she don't have to fret at all
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when I count my blessings
you are the first one to come to mind
you're so persistent
I thought we was friends, but I was blind
aren't you too young to be making promises?
like how you want me from now to forever
aren't you too young to be making promises?
I'll have to let go after our brief time together
I'll hold you for
hold you for the night
if no one will, I'll hold you til
until the end of time
you said you've lost it
but maybe you've just given it some thought
you say "don't be like that"
I can't explain, the pain I'll be in once you're gone
there must've been something in my sushi
to make me fall in love so easily
but girl you know how good I feel around you
there must've been something in my sushi
to make me fall in love so easily
but girl you know it's just you
and the things you do
sweet things you do
I'll hold you for
hold you for the night
if no one will, I'll hold you til
until the end of time
you keep my heart
it flutters with your smile
if you let me, girl I can be
your lover at least for awhile
long, it took so long
for me to fall in love again
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