We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Fountain

by Jye Ant

supported by
jeffest
jeffest thumbnail
swooshbiggly
swooshbiggly thumbnail
/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $5 USD  or more

     

1.
The Biggest Blunder in Belize 06:11
lyrics
buy track
patiently waiting for my birthday the party and the after party will melt away into a future so clear into a life without fear I am waiting for your birthday party my gift to will always be my presence you got a friend who's so kind this ain't one you could ever find and I have waited in a stretching line for 27 days to the amusement ride I have waited in a stretching line for 27 days to an amusement ride for minutes of fun to be had for something to dream about at work for something to talk about with my father for something to talk about at work I will never wait I cannot resist to buy you something new my darling to go ahead and fix it fixing all your broken things if you just please fix my dark rings I cannot wait for all they have to offer me in return I affirm my allegiance, I take a stance on the crowded side I cannot wait for all they have to offer me in return I affirm my allegiance, I take a stance on the crowded side to have waited so long for inclusion til I wasted my time in exclusion to have wanted the things I'd never need was the biggest blunder in Belize
2.
Fear Love 04:39
lyrics
buy track
I am wondering where it's at Fear keeps me inside a cast Love is fashioned from the hooks You deny what's overlooked I am taking you home one side facial bloodbone soaked up recognition can hardly move at all can hardly recognize You I Fear You Love You fingerblast to Serenity's heart You just bypassed the barrier spring but it ain't that hard, Your replaceable dick it ain't that hard, You're replaceable mimic madness, harvest sadness, soothing sadness with Your wily plan I beat myself up which means I make Your head swell which means I can't relate to me which means I won't take this well I linger too long which means I make Your eyes swell which means I beg for sex the same which means I won't take this well ah ah AH I am wondering where it's at Fear keeps me inside a cast Love is fashioned from the hooks You are drying in some salt I repulse the samey queens Fear throws stones you can't unsee Love has only stopped my heart You have vacant, vacant parts I Fear You Love You and I Fear You while I Love You
3.
Jersey Barrier 05:16
lyrics
buy track
taking my tower to waste it on you to think in the shower, I'm lacking all use no it's not undone, our ties, not our blues alright bubbling mindless words they set the bar down low for me to give you the slightest of impressions, with addictions and obsessions the beating of the headrum, the migraine's just about done broke my head over the top of a jersey barrier there was no way, I had no means to carry her through the ruins of a temple dedicated to resentful feelings bombarded with misleadings I hold onto you I waste it on you troubling, easiness is not level with her for me to give you the strongest of affections with elitists and suspensions the beating in my head's done, the migraine's in submission broke my head over the top of a jersey barrier turn to wax, I turn into a wax figure just as real when I'm around you but that's out of line, and it's not benign but it's not my job to keep you alive I hold onto you I demolish you I lose touch with you taking my tower to waste it on you to think in the shower, I'm lacking all use no it's not undone, our ties and our blues alright letting loose headrums, the conflicts with you blaming on incomes of love, joy, and food no it's not undone, our ties and our blues our ties aren't confused
4.
Dinner With May 07:34
lyrics
buy track
the patch of shrubs was brushed right before May's eyes a stalker's best disguise is from handbooks meant for spies I dipped my bread in vinegar lagoon soaked in her afternoon, she led me there too soon I took some time off from the black tar city cuz there her name's creeping in songs I like to sing I'll leave this table to follow her home I'll never feel alone, she'll never be alone it won't be said for the silent suites a time ago she ripped out my knees with that obsessive head, you wouldn't believe her love did not put my mind at ease, or give relief my face is melting off from the acid rain She strangled my time, say "when did you stop?" She strangled my time, say "auspicious prospects" the girls give me love, say "the bed is so cold" the girls give me "love," say "no chance to neglect" I've grown complacent wants the boredom streak is gone the confrontation starts out like this my thin mask is of no use to the pepper spray I dipped my bread in vinegar lagoon tried to soak in the afternoon but she left me there too soon took some time off from the black tar city cuz there her name's creeping in songs I like to sing I'll leave this table, won't follow her home this is a first at feeling alone
5.
no one sleeps 04:15
lyrics
buy track
I came in wearing perfume I'll go to bed, go to bed with her she wasn't French she wasn't Spanish but her tongue tastes like sugar and her freak out was ferocious I lift her up on the counter another loveless encounter or at least that's what I imagined I lift her up on the counter another loveless encounter again I haven't been sleeping right I lay awake in my bed at night I haven't been sleeping right again we're up late watching TV we're up late masturbating we're up late with this fucking we're up late with these bureaucrats we're up late with this hairdo we're up late with that drinking we're up late with our heads caved in we're up late constantly we're up late making music we're up late crying for love we're up late with our loved ones we're up late with some strangers we're up late throwing parties we're up late on all week days we're up late feeling lonely as ever again
6.
Avocado Peels On The Front Lawn 05:52
lyrics
buy track
avocado peels on the front lawn puzzled youth it has come and gone they do not look like bananas would the waste bin be more suitable? cooking food with no one but ourselves growing tired of the prison cells mom don't pay attention dad is spread too thin wasting time up in the attic when working never made me sick the stars look so much brighter up here we don't need the lights on avocado peels on the front lawn the years have passed, disintegration I feel the longing for a home we never made it very far moving past anchored points we've made thinking of photos we didn't save memories feel like trickery would the waste bin be more suitable? "you can throw them in the trash" "throw me in the garbage can" avocado peels on the front lawn the years have passed disintegration I feel the longing for a home we never made it very far their eyes didn't protect you one bit you never made it very far I know the house we knew was deceptively relaxing so many secrets to hide I know the house we knew was deceptively relaxing you couldn't hide do not cross the street, girl do not cross the street, girl omit my memories take them out of me do not cross the street, won't make it cross the street the past is the present for me do not cross the street, girl do not cross the street!
7.
i fell back into the dwell well 05:48
lyrics
buy track
recollect my mind she takes me back in time her smell creates a binding I know her love will never find me I'm repelled til I see her again don't blame me for my pain no matter how much is self-made "your convoluted brain, darling is driving my insane" the minute that she's gone the lights decide to turn on a state of urgency a state that gives her grief I briefly arrive to a calmness before the storm hits our room I shudder to her touch because her love was just too much I don't admit when I'm in need but when she's gone it tortures me I'll forget about her til I see her again the minute that she's gone the lights decide to turn on a state of urgency a state that gives her grief I briefly arrive to a calmness before the storm hits our room when we abstained it made an itch but I still remain her bitch her smell creates a binding I know her love's forever finding I don't admit when I'm in need but when she's gone it tortures me I'll suppress it til I see her again
8.
the expended fountain 04:13
lyrics
buy track
a primal take on what stark times can make the thoughts that loneliness brings when I'm kept awake there's heaps on the ground bodies work to astound I'm just staying still feverishly this town's a burial mound they say "look there's a fountain and it's brought out a handgun it's whole body is shaking it questions every foundation" and I'm asleep finally it's taken me so long consistency I search the sea ambition's finally shown itself I am stripping off my stone you don't think I wear any clothes you don't know where where to go you are unsure you'll never know I'm a mess I'm finished I'm expended I'm finished consumerist you worship it frightening self you worship him happy drugs you worship them done lover you're through with her frail stalker you're through with her memories you're through with them obsessed ex you worship her insomnia you're through with it they say "look there's a fountain and it's brought out a handgun it's whole body is shaking it questions every foundation"

about

Fountain recorded by Jye Ant within Giant 3's garage from late September to late December 2017 in the cold cold winter weather

credits

released January 12, 2018

guitar sounds: Giant 1
bass sounds: Giant 2
voice sounds: Giant 3
drum sounds: Giant 4
saxophone sounds: Giant 5

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Jye Ant image

Jye Ant Portland, Oregon

Occasionally I put music here

contact / help

Contact Jye Ant

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

Jye Ant recommends:

If you like Jye Ant, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Featuring Riley Pinkerton (aka The Rat Queen) from the theatrical NYC rockers, Castle Rat.
listen now